Monday, March 30, 2009


Whenever I check my google analytics I am excited by the traffic I get. Then I think to myself....what if most of the hits are from me? I think they are, I often check my blog for comments even if I'm not signed in. I'll check it up to 5 times in one day. I live for comments, I'm a sucker for comments, don't hold it against me.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I have this problem with my hair

I am increasingly looking like Liam Gallagher these days

Monday, March 23, 2009


old bear

i voted for matt wood

Little known fact: last year, I didnt vote for obama. I penciled in Matt Wood for President.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


I have always led a pretty private life. Knowing this I said to my sister "I wonder what mom thinks of me, what she thinks I'm like." Raime said that she thinks I'm very sensitive. I said, "Well I am, its true." Then Raime said that they (the rest of the fam) are more like the Kardashians. I've never seen that show so I don't really know what it means.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

my mom is getting a little famous in the airbrush world

I would like to send these pictures to a lover someday and say "this is the family you could be a part of, are you ready?" My mom is the coolest. She is in airbrush magazine this month, and is being flown all over the country to do demonstrations at makeup conventions. I love that this is such a big part of our family, its really the one thing I know of that has been a tradition for us my whole life. Making people look really really scary has always brought us together. I still remember the feeling of the cold air on my hand as a little girl when my mom would airbrush hearts on me. I know I talk about it a lot, but its so great!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

i had to get out of bed to blog this

I used to be the Provo rollidex. I had nearly every friends phone number in Provo up until about 2 years ago, then Provo got too big to know everyone so I couldn't/didn't want to keep up. Tonight I was bored and decided to clear up some of the clutter in my phone and I was blown away by all the numbers I had from the old days. Now that I think of it, Chris Coy did an art piece for the LP show that Eva threw when I first moved to Provo. It was just everybody's phone numbers on a piece of white board. That piece was very indicative of who was hot at the time. I loved it. Anyway, tonight I erased numbers such as the pink house, pizza pipeline, melissa tripiani, chris allman's dad cell, chris allman's house line, cullen's house line, bishop howell, morgan handley, ellen, jefferson, andy martin, and casey lesuer Okay, maybe I still have the pizza pipeline number, it has a different name every 6 months, but the number is always the same. Does anybody know if it is still called something that has to do with a dragon?

Monday, March 2, 2009

one time

One time Arthur went to kiss me romantically late at night and I had my night guard in.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

I'm trying really hard

I went out with the mormons. If you call me on the telephone I will tell you about it. I deserve an e for effort, but it will have to be at least 2 months before I try again. For now I'm sticking to 3 hours on Sundays.

last week in union square

you might have already heard this story from me, but I'll tell it again. I was in Union Square, walking and listening to music, when a pretty cool/maybe crazy/black guy was walking toward me. As we crossed paths he gave me a full body high energy double thumbs up! I don't know what it was for, but it was awesome. I was listening to Uffie at the moment so it could have been the hop in my step that he noticed, but that really made my day. I was grinning ear to ear for at least another block.

bedford ave

So I was walking home from church, and I was just in love with everyone around me. I wanted to hug people, say hi, and invite them over for pancakes. This is something I feel a lot of the time, but people on Bedford are so damn unapproachable. I guess all I can do is just try anyway, but man, I wish people would look up and smile once and a while around here. It would make approaching them a lot easier.

am i just really into older men?

I saw a guy last night probably in his late 30's, the blackest hair I have ever seen, and silver round frame glasses. Beaten brown leather shoes, olive skin with lots of lines, and about 6' 2". He was 0% hip, 100% hot. And he was drinking one of those little cardboard cartons of milk. Who drinks milk "to go" style on the subway? I thought it was so funny, and he had a very comfortable presence, like the L train was his living room. Anyway, I was helpless, when he got in the train he walked all the way from the end of it and stood right in front of me. I got to look at him from 1st avenue to Bedford. So my question is, how do you talk to someone you are completely enamored with? And 2, what do you do when they might be more than 10 years older than you?